I Am Not a Victim

I dislike the word vulnerability. It connotes weak and weak meant I would be blood for the feeding frenzy to begin. Nice, compassion, considerate, caring~all left me open to attack from those closest to me, those who bore me, those who should have loved me, who said they were dedicated to me. Open my heart for an instant to shine and in the flash of an eye the sharks did fly-straight to my heart with teeth razor sharp in a frenzy to be first to rip it apart. Learn quickly I did and learn it young-safe it was not safe to love, to be happy, to smile, to open heart, for these were those things they had ripped all apart.

My repayment for this, My sweet revenge! Find Pure Love from Love Source, Find Beauty Within! See The Truth that I Am! Shine Brightly~Love Purely~Share All of Me and then ~ Pray Strongly that they too can let that Love in~for I Am Not a Victim.

~*~ Regina Ann

2/22/2011

A Continual State of Being

A Continual State of Being

I am sore confused
of this perception which I see
that others view prayer
as something to be used when in need
or a duty to be fulfilled
'cause someone told them too

in truth, prayer is
a continual state of being
speaking from the heart
to the one by whom created

and meditation is the moments
when one shuts up and listens
not a pose or a route
to a higher understanding

yes, i am sore confused
at the delusion of the masses
that prayer and meditation
are to be scheduled as if a meeting
when we should observe them both
as a continual state of being

~*~ ©Regina Ann ~ 1/27/2011